Below are the 20 most recent journal entries recorded in sam gladish's LiveJournal:

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Friday, January 12th, 2007
5:57 pm	well This would be more satisfying if the people it was directed at were able to read it.... but I just dont care. But I think I am cursed, it's crazy. I fucking hate it. Every time every fucking time. Everytime i find something to look forwards to it falls apart. Girls.. cant live with em cant live without em (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, October 23rd, 2006
5:25 am	and yet but why.. There was no hope. life had been going well, but looking back, I realize.. that it was just a lull. The fucking seasonal depression thing comes back, pushes out my happy summer, crushes my happy return to school. ruining my ability to study, to concentrate, to do aught but sit and stare. I meet new people, try to befriend them, but it seems to never go where i wish it to, every time I realize that i like someone, they bring something up. every time i tell them, its shot down, and the people who seem to end up attracted to me are the people I dont have any want to date, its endless, and pointless, but another soul, even slightly connected to mine, eases the pain, eases the hurt and eases the loneliness. Alone in the room Full of personas but empty of souls like a sea of salt or a field left fallow I sit like a seed waiting to be sown but i wonder do i want to be thrown? Current Mood: depressed (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, October 15th, 2006
11:09 pm	what the hell? why and grrr:P Current Mood: crushed (Comment on this)
4:11 pm	grr gah (Comment on this)
Thursday, October 12th, 2006
7:01 am	people I, as a person, am fundamentally extremely kind, and a caring person. Until, someone just keeps fucking with me to the point where I crave violence, which will escalate. And lordhave been on high I have been driven to the edge, I'm wound like a spring and the pin is slipping. I get so sick and tired of being nice to people who give nothing but, derision back to me, and face is off limits just dont do it, i will fucking flip if you keep it up. Current Mood: angry (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, October 5th, 2006
1:11 am	rawr So it has been a really long time since i posted anything here, and im just pissed at so many people on myspace that i dont want to blog there, I mean i try to show people RESPECT and jesus i expect a lil in return, but no.. the more you try not to fuck with people, the more they think its ok to fuck with you. I hate when people you trust a bit fuckin stab yas in the back, and especially about a girl I DONT FUCKING PLAN ON DATING whay the fuck do you try to take away her friendship? hmm? Fuckin i hate when people dont know limits jesus i mean what the fuck, i dont care when you fuck around with me, but, never, never fucking hit my face.. its just disrespectful, if you dont want a fight, dont hit my face violently, i mean like a fuckin lil tap or a tickle is ok but a closed fist is asking for a fight. ok im over, i didnt hit him and yeah Current Mood: bitchy (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, July 22nd, 2006
11:25 pm	:P i need to change something in my life, the way i conduct myself and my expectations of people? you know, a lil human kindness, respect, compassion? what is so wrong with that expectation of people.... jesus, and i yelled at someone i really didnt want to, i feel like shit for doing it too:P (Comment on this)
Saturday, July 8th, 2006
11:56 pm	set up to fall down? i think so.. man i need to i dont know what i need to do. i need to stop, and look around, find something i like, stick with it and find someone i like and stick with them, i just dont know what to do lately, i dont like to not be happy, but lately i'm just not so happy, i dont like to drink alot at a time either, so i havent been drinking more then a little for a long while, and yeah. i am just unsure of what to do and how to do it and i dont know why? this is killin me i feel wierd, and people need to stop just stop with the shit, no one on LJ but others, people i consider friends need to STOP stop talking so much bullshit please you fucking hypocrite fucking christ you piss me off when you say that shit FUCK why am i still so alone ? guemes? maybe but im not sure fuck Current Mood: inside (Comment on this)
Thursday, June 29th, 2006
8:49 am	I died in the Dungeon of Sazam I was killed in a muddy fissure by Klkinnison the mind flayer, whilst carrying... the Shield of Bookworm Larva, the Sword of Hp100nos, a Figurine of Twit Man, the Crown of Dave Over and 45 gold pieces. Score: 85 Explore the Dungeon of Sazam and try to beat this score, or enter your username to generate and explore your own dungeon... (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 28th, 2006
12:06 am	and again Grrrr.. one time after another :( Current Mood: drained (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, June 16th, 2006
11:18 pm	bleh yeah bleh, im sick of the people my age on guemes:P (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, June 15th, 2006
10:08 pm	You scored as Captain Jack Sparrow. Roguish,quick-witted, and incredibly lucky, Jack Sparrow is a pirate who sometimes ends up being a hero, against his better judgement. Captain Jack looks out for #1, but he can be counted on (usually) to do the right thing. He has an incredibly persuasive tongue, a mind that borders on genius or insanity, and an incredible talent for getting into trouble and getting out of it. Maybe its brains, maybe its genius, or maybe its just plain luck. Or maybe a mixture of all three. </td> Captain Jack Sparrow 88% Lara Croft 79% Indiana Jones 71% James Bond, Agent 007 71% Maximus 63% El Zorro 63% Batman, the Dark Knight 63% William Wallace 63% Neo, the "One" 58% The Amazing Spider-Man 50% The Terminator 25% Which Action Hero Would You Be? v. 2.0 created with QuizFarm.com (Comment on this)
Saturday, June 10th, 2006
11:43 pm	so totally lame saturday, i did just about nothing, cause i couldn't find anyone until like 8:P (Comment on this)
3:41 pm	aNGGGGGGGRRRRRRRRR yeah not so much with the friends lately.. fukckidf Current Mood: not cause of weather (Comment on this)
6:00 am	Tell me a little about yourself... 1. Name: 2. Birthday: 3. Place of Residence: 4. What makes you happy: 5. What are you listening to now/have listened to last: 6. Do you read my lj: 7. If you do, what is particularly good/bad about it: 8. An interesting fact about you: 9. Are you in love/have a crush at the moment: 10. Favorite place to be: 11. Favorite lyric: 12. Best time of the year: 13. Weirdest food you like: RECOMMEND 1. A film: 2. A book: 3. A band, a song and an album: PLUS 1. One thing you like about me: 2. Two things you like about yourself: 3. Put this in your lj so i can tell you what I think of you. Or don't. 4. Post a picture of you. Or don't. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, June 8th, 2006
8:28 pm	school is now out for me, and yeah, it makes me bored:P yeah yeah..:P (7 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, June 4th, 2006
12:41 pm	yo homies yeah whats up with everyone i havent seen in like a long ass time? hmmm school is almost done and im happy! Current Mood: bored (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, May 28th, 2006
3:15 pm	close You scored as Fantasy Goth. You are a Fantasy Goth. You may or may not actually be a goth, but "normal" folks see you as one of those weird kids, and you are probably considered a geek by quite a few. </td> Fantasy Goth 96% Romantic Goth 79% Old-school Goth 75% Perky Goff 63% Ethereal Goth 58% Industrial/Rivet-Head 58% Death Rocker 58% Anything-Goes Goth 58% Cyber-goth 54% Understanding Outsider 46% Confused Outsider 25% What subcategory of Goth best fits you? created with QuizFarm.com the first is right on.. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 9th, 2006
7:39 pm	major WTF'age ok so im looking at the news and shazam 'World of Warcraft' goes Hollywood 'Warcraft' to become a live-action feature film Hollywood Reporter Updated: 2:45 p.m. ET May 9, 2006 LOS ANGELES - The hugely popular "Warcraft" video games have inspired plans for a live-action feature film set in the epic fantasy universe of orcs, trolls, elves and the undead. The project is being developed by the creator of the games, Blizzard Entertainment Inc., and producer Legendary Pictures, which acquired the movie rights. The "Warcraft" games debuted in 1994, and the franchise now has four titles in release. "Warcraft II: Tides of Darkness" (1995) won multiple game of the year awards, while "Warcraft III: Reign of Chaos" (2002) broke sales records. The latest game, "World of Warcraft," is one of the most popular multiplayer online role-playing games, with a reported subscription base of more than 6 million. (c) Reuters 2006. All rights reserved. Republication or redistribution of Reuters content, including by caching, framing or similar means, is expressly prohibited without the prior written consent of Reuters. Reuters and the Reuters sphere logo are registered trademarks and trademarks of the Reuters group of companies around the world. Current Mood: confused (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 3rd, 2006
8:58 pm	im coffee.... Buzz buzz, I am Coffee flavoured. I am popular in the workplace, even though I am often bitter. I am energetic to the point of being frenetic; buzz buzz, out of my way. I tend to overwork myself and need periods of recovery time. What Flavour Are You? (Comment on this)